diary entry

I’m so stinkin tired. I just want to crawl in a hole and die. I went to talk to my counselor and I felt so emotional about being late that I was nearly shaking and on the verge of tears. for no reason. sophie got accepted to yale, and I’m totally bummed that she is not coming to BYU. 


I love ceramics. 


alright, a feel a little better. 


okay, I spent some time rewriting poems. I really don’t like rewriting. It feels like the poems are hacked at. honestly, if I don’t get it right the first time, then I don’t really like it at all. at any rate, I am getting a little better at this, or am feeling a little better about it, or maybe I’m just feeling a little better about life. 


I wrote some tweet by @provo_river today. they were kind of fun. I’m going to submit them to our writing group and then see how it goes. I kind of like them, but I think they are kind of cheap as well. and I would like some feedback to see how I could improve them.